Another night.. Spent silently alone.. Everything looks the same..Another disappointment faced today..
I've been looking around exploring my own thoughts and posts.. Sadness and emptiness haunted this poor blog for so long.. Once a wise women told me that through writing , one can vent and look back and see its therapeutic effect.. Over the months even years.. So far I failed to rise up to this simple challenge..
I can't say more.. I can't address more.. I've lost you and through it all, I've lost myself.. This hole is getting wider, darker and deeper.. No lies no hidden messages.. The moment of truth has finally arrived.. I am sorry ladies and gentlemen.. I am dead..
This might be the last time I see you all.. I cant write anything more .. I can't vent.. There is nothing to vent.
I said "might". If I return.. I will return in with a new perspective.. Is it possible? Not likely... Will it happen ? I doubt it.. But know this for sure.. Its been a hell of a journey.. I apologize for disappointing myself and fellow bloggers who either know me personally or through short meaningful encounters.. I am sorry.. I hoped to have a blog that takes the mind and soul to a different plane .. Again I failed to do that.. Was it my aim? No .. Was it a desperate wish? Absolutely..
Thanking you all for your support..
Sloth is no more :)
28 comments:
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"I cant write anything more"
Expressing thought is not exclusive to writing. A blog can be anything you want it to be. I don't see how this is a disappointment since a blog serves its own purpose and nothing is expected from it.
It's sad to see Sloth go.
Get well soon chika
Jandeef..
:)
3baid..
you're right.. however.. sloth wants to hide away for a while.. till she can get herself and thoughts together :)
Fractal00
thanks sweetness.. :)
am I too late ? @@
ughhh story of my life :/
so blue..
no worries :)
Ah!
I have just found out your post!
Hope, you can feel good.
I will not be surprised if I go the same way like yours very very soon.
Hugs.
Wish you the best, dear Sloth.
At least say hi sometimes... even rarely.
sever..
thank you sweetheart.. *hug*
i hope u dont do the same ! u're much too needed in the blogging world ;)
take good care of you and hope to see u soon *kiss*
that wasn't a good advice.. tell u what sloth.. i write 99% sad posts, but i write them to jerk off the sadness in me, yeah i dump it in space.. and space suffers, but as soon as i write it, especially if i write it in a creative literary way.. i feel proud of it, and way way better.
u shouldn't read it again if it was only vent, not a specially well written piece..
Vintage..
hello dear :) nice to see u again..
hmm not all of us possess ur impeccable talent.. :) yes some of my writings may appear poor.. but i assure you that alot carry a profound memories that i may not wish to visit again ..
however .. i will take ur advice into consideration .. and hope to take this chance to recreat my own style.
take care of ur self sloth.
in the end, i promise u this, u are ur rock, and only u.
Vintage..
will do inshallah.. :)
salamu aleykum
too bad,, i intended to check your blog more so,,
i was looking at my old posts and i saw a comment of yours
just take a break, relax, then think deep,,
peace
Q8ibloger..
wa3alikom il salam .. i am sorry that i haven't been so active in ur blog so u won't have to look for me ;)
i will inshalla try my best to enjoy what's left of my life.. and maybe..maybe i'll be back :)
thanks for visiting thu ..
dead in your own brain ONLY!
But to others, you're full of life.. DON'T beat yourself for being .. NORMAL.
this is very normal as we all have been through this rough self-criticism process. some days we have nothing to say. other, we have something to say but we lack any ability to express what we want to say ..
this is totally normal as long as we're human being :)
take it easy dear & keep up the good work..
one last word:
don't under-estimate the power of your thoughts/writing as one line of yours may change someone's life!
Londony..
welcome to my blog dear..
honestly your words are the sweetest :)
i truly wish that what i am going through is just a phase.. however if you have spent more time exploring my blog u'd notice that this is nt the case :)
i will inshalla someday come back .. i am starting to miss it.. for some reason this dark blog has become a part of me.. and i don't think i am ready yet to give it up completely ..
lets consider it as a long break.. indefinate :) thanking u again for passing by ..
Aha,
so Sloth did noot leave & may be will not.
Nice to know dear :)
How are you now & your life?
sever..
hey sweetness !
hehe i am still breathing :)
hmmmm i didnt say i am not leaving .. i am .. but i hope it wont be for good... i just need a long break and dont know if i'll come back with what i intend to gain :)
so nice to hear from u ;)
Sloth said... however if you have spent more time exploring my blog u'd notice that this is nt the case :)
Well, its true that I have not traveled around your posts Yet, but nevertheless I'm still convinced that your thoughts & idea will mean something to.. someone. & as bro. 3baid said .. that's the beauty of the blogging world, it only serve "its" own purpose & not other ppl's purpose
so just put down whatever cross ur.. sweet mind :)
londony..
i will inshalla .. again thanks for ur sweet words :) and u're welcome to explore my blog.. :)
Hi.. I just viewed your blog for the first time, and I liked the dark feel to it.. I'm sorry to read you're depressed, I think you should take your time.. It will drain out of you if you acknoledge it. I think it's life's way to make us appreciate things.. the "counterpart factor", if you will.. Take care.
mystique..
welcome dear to my blog :) thanking you for ur sweet words..
hope this wont be ur last though :)
Nice blog!
Check out ours :)
http://theitrevolution.blogspot.com
Hello, Sloth!
How are you?
How is your life?
What is it now?
Did not see for a long time :-/
her..
thank you .. will do :)
Sever..
Sweetheart ! i am ok :) how are u ?? hmm i am still hiding heheh although i comment here and there .. how is life with u ??
Oh, you replied quickly, good :)
Life is ok, work work work, soon University will be added to this.
Everything is ok, just one part of my life is empty now. Ehhh...
& what about you, dear?
Where are you staying now?
Work, study?
sever..
sweety why dont u email me .. and i'll be happy to keep in contact.. :)
check the profile to get the email :P
What news!
Catch my letter ;-)
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