Talking to you.

Do you always have to be right ?
Should i spend the rest of my life trying to convince you ?
I told you repeatedly to stop. Just stop and listen ..

No one will do anything for you. everyone has a belief..
It doesn't matter whether its right or wrong..

You believe and i respect that. but don't you dare force me to believe in you.
I've watched you closely.. I've seen what you are capable of..
I don't want to come any closer.. just stay where you are.. maybe .. maybe someday someone will have the courage.
I gave my best.

For you my friend.. for you :)

nite talk

It's been long since I talked to you .. been so damn long..
we started with a pact. I talk, you listen. my friend you have for long but..
I don't believe that whatever I say matters anymore.
my misery, the fuel. was kept on a tight leash..
waiting and praying for a happy moment just to tell you .. just to involve you
and when it finally happened.. I reached out my hand to you .. just to find you distracted by someone else..
someone with a better story to tell.. a better face to look at.. a better soul to dissolve in.
have i lost you ?
should i fight for you ?
Can i ?

I will keep whispering
my words will eventually reach

Lost the battle.. Won the war

Breathe ..

girl's talk !

I AM SICK OF IT !
don't get me wrong, im sure other girls would say the same thing about me, but COME ON !
Can't handle ..
sloth, my thighs are huge"
Sloth, My hair is not growing fast enough
Sloth, my upper lip is not as filled as the bottom one.
Sloth, i must loose 3.7542 Kg in one month
Sloth, i cant wear high heels my knee hurt
Sloth, i have a 0.0005 mm mole on the left side of my little finger
Sloth, my heels are getting older (dont ask)


Then we progressed to aimless comparisons,
Sloth, my hair is shorter than yours.
Sloth, my arms are not like yours
Sloth, my eyes are not like yours
Sloth, my head ,, yup u guessed it.. not like yours !

head ,, yuba head ishtabeen feeh ba3ad ! ba3ad loho squared chan gilt ee mi7tarra taby il zain !


Pms came and went.. nope thats not the reason ..
guy's attention.. yeah part of it..
but i truly starting to believe that there is a deeper more mysterious childhood trauma .. /me prays.. please be it !

B-day..

my turn..

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